Monday, September 12, 2005

The virtue of patience??

Yes, it's true. Patience is indeed lacking these days. Especially when there are so much conflicts beyond our control in our daily lifes. Be it at work or at home.

I have just been informed that i somehow lack it. No, not the virtue part; but the patience aspect of it. What have i done to deserve all this shit? You tell me? Havent i been patient enough all along?

I got home half an hour ago. Had late night supper with hubby. It's only just now that i got to know that the subject of "screaming-at-her-daughter" was conveyed to my hubby when he got back from KL that fateful day. He wasnt too pleased at it. Told me flat out just now that in no circumstances am i to do that. What the FCUK is this? House rules NO 1 or what?

Why not? Tell me why? Was he there to witness what happened that day? NO! He wasnt! Men just dont like to "stir-things-up". Especially when it's his wife whose doing it. And he says i like doing that. But who started all this shit in the first place? Sometimes, words just cannot describe my utter disgust at all the idiotic relatives that i did not choose to have and have to put up with in the first place, FCUK!!

NO! I do NOT want to acknowledge the fact that it was wrong of me to have done that the other day. I really dont give a damn. It's not that i needed him to side me on everything. But, for god sake, i have my pride and dignity, ok. It's just that i've been reminded of the fact once more that "MOTHERS ALWAYS SIDE THEIR DAUGHTERS NO MATTER UNDER WHAT CIRCUMSTANCES"!!!!! What dont i already know? I can surely live without another psychotic person in my life. Moreover, it's my SIL who's on psychiatric treatment, NOT ME. KNNCCB!!!

Don't tell me her all her blardy pretenses and behaviour are acceptable all these while. Sure, hubby's MIL's favourite. So what! I know i'm not and like i care. But having to smile and say it's ok when someone's continuosly stepping on your head is really beyond me. Say whatever you like.

So, all you unmarried ones out there reading this shit now. Make sure you scrutinise three generations of would-definite-be nosy and shitty relatives of your future spouse before you ever decide to get hitched. Go get a place of your own, even if you have to rent it.

I will wait just a lil while longer. Then i'm off. BAH! I dont need them CBs in my life.

11 comments:

Anonymous said...

so I guess no handphone for his birthday huh????

U take care now. Life is like a rollercoasters. there are lots of ups and downs.

Samm said...

Yes, there'll be. He just had to foot his own bill whilst i go on a shopping spree to soothe my hurt ego :p. a girl's gotta learn how to make herself happy what, hor.

I happen to own the rollercoaster and i'm gonna make sure i put every single one of them idiots in it and auto-pilot the damn thing.

No, i'm not nice today. dont want to be.

Anonymous said...

It is of my opinion that the hubby should defend the wife at all cost. dont believe in all those crap abt pitying the hubby as he will always be caught in the midle between the mother and the wife.

Samm said...

not that he doesnt defend me. but he's can be a real prick at times. i'm putting him on ebay.............

i'm still nasty....

Anonymous said...

u put him on ebay? good, I need a cheap male driver.

ever nasty enough to consider going to that famous Thai temple in Ipoh to get good "jampi" so that everyone in the house listens to you!!!!

Samm said...

but if everyone listens to me, then i'll get bored. sigh.... i'm damn hard to please today. btw, have you started to stuff your face with ipoh food??

Anonymous said...

stuff my face with Ipoh food? huh? meaning

Samm said...

i tot u balik here adi?

Samm said...

sudden mix-up, sori, ipoh. i'm really not my usual self today.........

Anonymous said...

dont worry abt it. Ipoh boy tapi work in KL, thus the Ipoh Mali Jugak callsign.

Like I said, life is all abt ups and down. take care

MissM said...

oh dear Samm... Sorry for you, hope the hubby makes it up to you soon!

lots of hugs and happy thoughts