Heartache

My heart aches. Aches to see my dad lying so helpless in bed. Aches cos i am also helpless and cant do anything to make the situation better. Aches to see my mom taking care of him day and night. Aches cos he's like wasting away in bed. Aches cos he might forget who are are one day. The only thing that made me feel better is the doctor said he can have the antennas off the following month if all's well. Just hope by then, he can leave his bed and come out to the living hall again. Hope he can go out and yum cha with us. Even if he cant walk well, i just want him to be healthy and not feel so helpless about everything that's happened. I'm going to bed now. For those of you following the When Easterly Showers Fall On The Sunny West, Ep 19 & 20 is up. The Gem Of Life 25 will also be up soon. Either go watch it online or download it, k.