Friday, June 22, 2007

I need time to reflect

Yesterday was the most rotten day of my life. It served as a sick reminder of what i can turn out to be. So bad that i was stunned by my own action. It's just unbelievable that i could have done what i did. I felt sick to the pit of my stomach.

Got me thinking the whole night. I havent slept. I tossed and turned in bed. I still cant come up with a solution yet. I need time. I need time to reflect upon myself as both a wife and a mother. What went wrong where. I am answerable to myself.

8 comments:

L B said...

WE make mistakes.. The only thing we can do is to learn from them, and retain those lessons.
*gives you a nice warm sweaty massage on the toe*

may said...

I hope you've sorted out whatever needs sorting out, to get a good night's sleep. take care, ya?

WAHM said...

hey - hope you are feeling better (hugz)

shoppingmum said...

You sounded strange. You know we will be there if you wanna talk. Hope u are ok by now.

mistipurple said...

we all make mistakes. *hugs*
important thing is that we try not to do them again.

Sweetpea said...

i don't know what you are on about, but mistakes are here for us to learn.
i hope you feel much better soon, if not already, and already have a positive answer and thinking to watever you might want to achieve or improve.
huga and take care~

Suzie said...

hi, just want to pop in & say, hope you're feeling better. hugz...

IMMomsDaughter said...

Hey, hope everything is fine by now. Take care