Dream, dream.... go away......
Last night must have been the worst night of my entire pregnancy thus far. I had this nightmare; i was in labour. There was blood all over the place. Trickling down my inner thighs, and followed me wherever i went. I wake up, go back to sleep, and this nightmare kept continuing.
Why am i having this dream? Is it because i've been thinking of VBAC all this while? I remember they put me in one hospital, and hubby wasnt around. I kept asking for him, and in the midst of all the chaos, i was being transferred to GH. Dont get me wrong here, i've got nothing against giving birth in GH. But then, i wanted the comfort of having my Obs delivering my baby and he cannot do it in GH. I was frantic. He wasnt around and nobody seem to understand me at all.
I kept telling them to have me transferred back to ISC, where i intended to have my baby. There were all these nurses fussing all over me all these while and there was so much pain. I was dilating very quickly, and someone kept putting her finger inside me to check how dilated i was. I cant seem to stop her. OMG!!! It was downright awful, really really terrible.
If giving birth to Malcolm naturally is gonna turn out to be so awful, i'm so gonna forget about it altogether. And go back to elected surgery. I've gone through 3, so, another one wont hurt at all. Do you think this dream is due to the fact that i've been thinking of VBAC all these while? GAWD!!! I'm such a zombie today.
Why am i having this dream? Is it because i've been thinking of VBAC all this while? I remember they put me in one hospital, and hubby wasnt around. I kept asking for him, and in the midst of all the chaos, i was being transferred to GH. Dont get me wrong here, i've got nothing against giving birth in GH. But then, i wanted the comfort of having my Obs delivering my baby and he cannot do it in GH. I was frantic. He wasnt around and nobody seem to understand me at all.
I kept telling them to have me transferred back to ISC, where i intended to have my baby. There were all these nurses fussing all over me all these while and there was so much pain. I was dilating very quickly, and someone kept putting her finger inside me to check how dilated i was. I cant seem to stop her. OMG!!! It was downright awful, really really terrible.
If giving birth to Malcolm naturally is gonna turn out to be so awful, i'm so gonna forget about it altogether. And go back to elected surgery. I've gone through 3, so, another one wont hurt at all. Do you think this dream is due to the fact that i've been thinking of VBAC all these while? GAWD!!! I'm such a zombie today.
8 comments:
dont worry too much. when i was about to gave birth to oscar three yrs ago, me too having this weird dreams! it got weird-er when the labour day draws near! trust me, everything will be ok... take care.
I think you're just excited.Cool down. It'll be over pretty soon and you can go back to your pole dancing! lol
The experts will say it's quite natrual to have dreams about the delivery itself when you are pregnant.
So don't worry..
I used to have all kinds of funny dream when I was pregnant with Zara.
I get weird dreams even though I'm not pregnant. ;p
Thanks all for the comforting comments. I know i'm getting paranoid with the unpredictable VBAC thing. Perhaps if i were to forget about it, then, no more dreams. I'll just let nature take its course. I'm gonna go strangle my Obs afturds. I'll be seeing him in the afternoon.
Cocka - Your one is wet dreams not weird.
wats a VBAC? anyway, i think it's the worrying lar....quite soon now right? ;) relax...cool down. think of the bird n the bees and the sweet smelling flowers n u by the waterfall nearby. *mantra la konon*
Normal la ! I dream of piaomeis all the time but nothing happen also :-(
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